ok I got my avatar thanks to the chat and thanks to Captain derpy helping me out.

theres a reason why I love derpy so much, its because I'm a clutz I fail at just about everything. I love derpy because  can relate to her, if Fluttershy and Derpy had a foal it would be just like me, shy and a clutz, so yeah just more pointless blogs about my personality in relation to the ponies