Pony has been a really bad pony lately eh?

Lately I have been putting on something I call the happy mask when I come every once in a while to chat or to edit. I haven't been the brightest star in the galaxy lately now have I? I wish I could tell you why but it's just to personal. I haven't been too nice to my bf, Cod4, or anyone else on this wiki lately and I would like to apologize and yeah I know there's no excuse for being a total ass but you all know that isn't me and this happens too frequently.It hurts my heart that when I return after a long time I tend to lash out or even just ignore users so I need to know if anyone has any answers to my little problem. I have a couple of questions for you all to answer to benefit me for the better. Be honest seriously I need honesty. pinkie_pie_sad_by_iks83-d4rx9by.gif

  1. What do I need to work on about my character?
  2. What about me is unlikeable?
  3. What do I tend to always do wrong?
  4. Have I changed since I came here in July of 2012?
  5. What makes someone by definition "nice"?
  6. How can I benefit this wiki more?

That is all and I am sorry for the pain that I have caused you because of my stress.