Yesterday I found out one of my friends in my grade in my school fell in a frozen lake and died. His uncle Eddie did too. I am so heart broken. Today was the worst day of my life. Me and friends could not stop crying. At lunch I found out my friend wants to go out with my boyfriend. Which made it even worse. My depression level is at a limit. That is why I am having a sleepover this weekend with 5 of my Bff's. I wrote a note to my bf telling him that is okay to break up with me. I said "If you break up with me I want you to say.... You hate me and i am worthless." I gave it to him after 6th period. I need prayed for and so does my dead friend's family, could you please. I have been sobbing and crying all day long. Thank you.